Thanks guys. Lot's of good stuff to reply to about resentments, the program of AA and even the Smashing Pumpkins- that's probably quite a good album, I should get that one.
'Tonight, tonight' was me and my girls song at that time, how innocent we were. Well her anyway
We were having a similar week by the sound of it Vandermast. Chin up bud.
Hope you don't mind me saying but it's interesting for me to note that you hold a responsible position in spite of your issues- I really have little to no confidence in that regard.
I have got gotten good counselling from my therapist in that regard, and still I question and doubt myself almost daily. It's another discussion I guess but thanks all for replying.