Welcome!
A little off topic, but if you want to use the next 25 years to put yourself in a better place, here's an idea. Take the money you've been spending on 6 packs of expensive micro brews and put it in a mutual fund for retirement.
At 65 you can have 25 years of sobriety under your belt, and a nice nest egg built from the money you would have drank away. (And you will probably have a happy wife too!).