It is so good to be back here. During my dry drunk months I was so obsessed with crossing off dates on my clean days calendar that I lost focus on the actual work that needed to be done. I was sober but I was miserable. I stopped posting because I was self absorbed and wallowing in self pity. I don't know how I white knuckled it so long but I do know I was never truly sober. Today I have 30 days and these thirty days mean more than any clean time I ever had.
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