P,
Glad to see you are still with us!!! We are all here to send kindness your way. You are so thoughtful, compassionate, courageous, tolerant, gentle, considerate, affectionate and loving. You deserve some one who will put you on a pedestal and appreciate all the kind things you do. You are a loving and thoughtful mom and spouse. Please stop questioning that you are not good enough. My "next" significant other will have your "qualities".
One day you will have to accept the fact that you will never get the respect you deserve from your partner. Never. Addicts are incapable of that. Once a week you come on because she has beaten you down to nothing. You come back, we validate you and build you up. You are so worth more then what she is throwing you. I know one day you will pop on here and tell us that you are worth so much more and that you finally have the courage to move forward. That you are LOVABLE!! We all know that from the first day you posted.
We are always happy to "recharge" your batteries so you can move forward and be the best mom you can be. That is truly our one blessing living and dealing with our addicts. Sending Hugs and Love to you Poppet!!