I'm sorry you got stuck down that particular rabbit hole today SG.
You seem to be doing all the right things tho.
It took me a while to sort out the mess 20 years of drinking left me with.
It took me even longer to focus on the right things and leave my resentments behind. Resenting people who will never acknowledge wrong doing is a futile pastime.
Your priorities should be you and your kid and your welfare - what other people think of those priorities is really none of their business.
I hope your day ends a little better than it started
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