Today was no good. Whatever tiny amount of acclimating I got for myself must have been destroyed when we had the AC on during the heat wave. I would not have survived several days in the triple digits. I must be a total freak because no one I know IRL feels this way and the day it was 109 out our friends took their baby to the park. I was on the verge of being ill all day today and it is only in the high 80's. It's been cool showers all day and sitting around with wet hair and clothes in front of a fan. This is not living.
I feel really cheated because I have been sober over 1/2 a year which felt like an accomplishment as far as that goes but I am not getting any reward for it. Meanwhile everyone else enjoys their summer beers. I really thought it was going to be a better summer and it's even worse than last year when I was detoxing.
Not cool. Literally. Not cool at all.