It was stuffy up here in the apartment yesterday and I was so slow and fatigued all day. I got about 3.5 hours sleep as it was still too uncomfortable to sleep.
I go through each day in a kind of exhausted haze getting nothing done. Sometimes I just fantasize about a valium and all of it would fade out, I'd feel ok and I could finally get proper rest. I was thinking yesterday I have not had a good night's rest in over a year. I am losing hope that I ever will.