Thanks everyone for your perspective. Doing well at the moment.
Just had one of the lulls for a brief period.
I agree, I know we all have that point that we recall the past wreckage we caused. I guess with a clearer head and making strides forward it just amazes me how I was towards people and how I acted (crazy and inconsiderate)
With God, the meetings, the steps and this community here I'll be cool.
It was like getting something off the chest at that moment that I would typically of shared at a meeting. Great feedback from everyone. Thanks a lot!