Luvmyg- you are right on. I have no choice but to put a slip behind me, but now I know if I don't keep my purposes and the right state of mind in place, I'll drink.
That's alcoholism. I'm lying here w my 7 yr old while he's watching special agent oso ( cartoon), 3 yr old watching from his crib.
I would drink and destroy all this, if I don't maintain a program of recovery.
Can't let it happen.
Thank you all for being here.
Gonna try to sleep - early comes early for me.