I was pretty good at stopping drinking, but I finally realised to stay stopped I needed some changes.
Changes in my ideas of fun, changes in my playmates, changes in the way I tried to solve problems and changes in the way I felt about myself....
Sounds like you're pretty much constrained right now from drinking, but what's it going to be like when those constraints aren't there?
Think about the kind of life you want and who you want to be., I'm willing to bet drinking like we do runs counter to both things.
Why not start building a sober life you love...right now?
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