Hi, Weekenders)
Been missing you all, but lots going on in life right now.
Had a bad panic attack yesterday - first in a quite a time - which threw me back in old days mentality, and I was just scared.
My job is in jeopardy now - because of some "political games" in upper level management all my bosses left the company, the department is under re-organization, and my paycheck for the previous month is already drastically cut.
I don't think I will survive another round of harassment by banks if I am not able to pay loans again.
Hate myself for whining.
Of course , I am not a tree, I can change the situation. But paralyzed by fear right now.
Anyway, great to see you all.
Have a great weekend)