Thank you all. I'm hanging in there. Alex is going to a birthday party at one of his dad's friends place. The little girl turned one. I was supposed to get Alex today. His dad told me I was selfish and keeping Alex from having a good time. I'm tired of the manipulation. I need to get out of the house. Elvis is asleep next to his fan and should be for a while. I want a small vanilla sundae with caramel sauce and peanuts. I've got to make some changes in my life or the stress is going to get to me sooner or later. Right now, I'm looking forward to my sundae.