Originally Posted by
Meraviglioso 
I relate so much to your post. I am also a mother of two and I also stopped breastfeeding my youngest son after only four months so that I could get back to drinking heavily.
I understand you. I can tell you that sober life is so much better. In just a few short months I have noticed an incredible improvement in my relationship with my sons. We are all happier, healthier and more loving. Being a mother is much easier sober, I promise you.
Meraviglioso,
Thanks for the validation that you get me and for sharing your experience. I cannot tell you how much it means to me to hear that I am not alone in some of the things I have done in the name of the almighty drink. You and others comments are helping me tonight to keep going on Day 3-despite cravings and to plug onwards.
How long have you been sober for?
I am happy that you have noticed a big improvement in your relationship with your sons! I am hoping for the same soon!