Welcome back Oswin. I did exactly the same thing as you last year: quit for 90 days and then resumed, moderately at first, but soon I was bingeing again on and off, and in February of this year was drinking round the clock. Now I am sober 5 months and have no intention of ever going back to that misery. I had to surrender and accept that I cannot moderate my drinking, for me that's a fact....like gravity.