I am here but having a rough go of it. Had a rough situation come up at work last week, well chapter 2 of an ongoing situation, I am in the middle of it and I can't get into details but our lawyers are involved, so it is all kind of scary for me.
They are supporting me in dealing with this matter but I'm still scared. This situation is partly why I was drinking so much since January. It;s been on a pause for the last two months and I got my feet back on the ground and stopped drinking but now it's starting up again.
I don't want to drink but not sure I can make it through the day.
The thing too is this situation just goes on and on and on. It feels like it will never be resolved. I keep hanging on and hanging on and kit just keeps going. Like everything moves so slowly.
Sorry for dumping this here.