Just wanted to say hi
Hi SR family
I just wanted to say hi, I have not visited here as much as I should have done in the last few months.
Still not drinking.
I can't say life is perfect, I have had a few upsets recently - ill family members, a job not working out.
I have this thing that I do.
'Thing' is the only way I can describe it!!!
If something goes wrong or upsets me I think to myself - shall I drink over this? I could do.
I have good reason to.
No-one would know right?
But then I think about what or who has upset me.
Then I think that job/person will not push me towards drinking.
They/it are not worth it.
I cannot let them/it think it has the power or the importance to make me do that.
So I don't - I move on.
Bit like taking a giant step over the problem and walking away from it.
Not sure I have made myself very clear but hopefully you can visualise.
Anyway - I hope you are all well and I miss you and I still love Dee dearly and I will try come and post more.
Love always Sasha xxxx