Scared I've lost him..
I'm new & don't really know what I'm doing.. My long time live in alcoholic bf left abruptly recently..& I'm a wreck. We are best friends and had so many future plans... I'm trying to step back & give him space , so he can figure things out and fight his demons.. In meantime I'm left wondering .. What do I do.. Where is my place? I love him enough to know he needs to do this & am 100% on board, but am scared in the background too.. Not sure when I'll hear from him, how he is.. Advice? Suggestions ?