i thought you posted on the 4th and 5th that you were NOT drinking and struggling thru the rough bits of staying sober? did the w/d's get to be too much? i am so glad you are receiving medical care.
NOW is the time to seize all the help that is offered....all of it, without questioning or arguing. i should think with the recommendations from the hospital and care staff, you can just take those things with you to your GP and explain your needs/wants. he's not the boogie man. you're a grown up, he's a grown up, so don't give him any extra power in your head.