Bipolar and Alcoholism
I'm on day 3 and basically on a bipolar low. My AV or illness is telling me that I'm worthless, hopeless and have no chance of remaining sober. I'm very depressed today but under the care of a psychiatrist with medication. I drink to self-medicate when the pain gets too bad. Only a few friends even care if I get sober or not plus my parents. I feel like it is 'all too much'. My physical health is poor and I have no energy due to a very bad liver and bad stomach pains. I don't know where else to go for help.