Unfortunately I am on Day One again
. I caved yesterday after not sleeping well and being woken up by an obnoxious person outside my apartment which happens all too regularly. I was in a terrible mood all day and felt very odd.
I cannot wait to get out of here.
I have an appointment for a chemical dependency assessment next week to hopefully get a referral to a treatment center. I wish the appt were today and I could walk in to a good treatment facility tomorrow and stay there for a long time. I might not be saying that a few days from now ('Ah, I don't need help') which is my downfall.