Yeah, For. And now I'm left wondering how I even got into this mess. I don't know how I got sucked into it. And why did I put up with all the lies and the insults? I'm out of the situation and haven't properly talked to him in 2 weeks but still feel so down about myself and the situation. (I know 2 weeks isn't a long time.. but I accepted months ago that it wasn't going to work out between us). I just can't believe people exist who lack such respect and empathy for others. It is just so depressing getting close to someone who disrespects and hurts you and doesn't care.
There were so many little insults like towards my appearance, clothes, intelligence.. So many things. He just wanted someone that he could belittle and hurt. I feel sick thinking about it and sick that I miss the "good" parts of him.