Yeah I understand. No, not only do I not have a wife but I'm 34 and have never been in any kind of relationship and have had few friends my entire life. I've been desperately lonely a good part of my life and yet somehow too scared to change that in any meaningful way.
Originally Posted by
drinker7 
ROCK BOTTOM IS DARK MAN, ITS DEEP,DARK,LONELINESS, LOOKIN AT DEATHS DOOR, SOME PEOPLE DONT GET IT, SOME PEOPLE ROCK BOTTEM IS DEATH. THATS THE TRUTH. i thought i hit rock bottom more then 5 times, but with me there is no rock bottom, rock bottem is death , basically suicidal tendencies. its sick.
you got a wife maybe you wil think of her more then yourself. what i learned with addiction= we are some selfish mofosss. wwe dont care bout no one, but ourselfs. we are our own worse enemy. its sickneesss man.