Yeah i think i have just reached the saturation point where i accept it on its own terms. I thought it might be a guy thing. They say we are worse at friendship forming. Really inhibited people, no wonder they drank. Lately ive noticed how inhibited i a: inhibited by the mind part of my brain. I theorize. I put things in boxes. After a while it is hard not to but i think it has been bad for the feeling part of me and is not the part of my brain i should be listening to right now. The feeling part saus that these petty politics and proscriptions are not the way forward.