(((Kboys)))
I am so glad you will have a much better holiday this year.
We do this on our own timeframe. It is hard not to beat ourselves up, but I know I would not be where I am today if had not gone through it as i did....all of it. Same with you - I hate to say that maybe we needed it? I know I needed something to wake me up and my time with an alcoholic did it.
THanks for sharing <3