letting go and hopeing for love
I have recently discovered this site and it has been very supportive just reading other posts.
Yesterday i literally left my boyfriend in a public park after i got off of work and he was slap drunk in our car in my job parking lot.
He yelled at me calling me names while i sped down the highway ( i cheated on him and told him and now every time he gets drunk i am the biggest **** in the world) i finally couldn't take it anymore and pulled in the park and left him there. No cell phone in his hand .He called me at work today from a random number and asked can i pick him up from a family dollar. I told him no but now feel terrible that he may be dead or in jail. I know tough love is the answer but could really use sime supportive words on moving forward and how to. We have been sleeping in our car because we got evicted when i lost my job but i can stay with family. None of his family will allow him to stay with him.
Any encouragement would be nice at this point.
Thanks all