So sorry to hear you are going through this today. You are not alone. I went through something similar this past Tuesday. I used to text people drunk and leave my bank card at the bar, and walk home/stumble home. Try to recover physically. If you are like me, you are full of remorse and possibly rapid heart beat and restless/anxious. I found recently that if I take one Benadryl (not advocating abuse) it calms me down just enough to not go out of mind with anxiety and allows me to rest and sleep off the poison. But, before you do that, if you decide to, or need to, CALL someone to meet you at AA today. I dont know if you are in the program or care to be, but it really saved me this past Tuesday. My main problem was connecting with people in the meetings and now I have. Best of luck and I am right here with you!