Originally Posted by
uncorked 
I think you need to do what's right for you.
uncorked, I understand where you're coming from but please understand every response on here is meant to help. It's called reaching out. Nobody is jumping on thomas, it's all coming from a place of care and concern.
Plus, when I did was I thought was right for me it usually led me back to the same place. Often I needed to hear from others on here in order to wake me up. I might have not always liked the answers but I understood why they were being said.
thomas, one of the hardest things I had to do was to tell those closest to me that I do not drink anymore. It was the only way I could safeguard my sobriety. If I didn't do that the door of considering drinking was always open.
Stop feeding the dragon, it's the only way it's going to give up and leave.