I agree with all said....I too don't feel good at all about things I did and happened to me while drinkimg. I drank far too much for far too long. Happy to be sober over four years now - best years of my life. Keep journaling, keep talking about them-by talking about them it allows the light to shine on them-if we keep things hidden they can never heal!
This is great progress, btw, albeit not a fun subject.