Well I guess I understand how that can be, I watch my bf enjoy nice relaxing drinks after a hard day while I white knuckle it. Watch all my friends drink too. I just... I don't know, stick to it though. After awhile it doesn't appeal as much but there are spikes like when you are just sick of it and there is no relief.
I really don't know, I mean I cannot say life is better for me but I just keep doing it. I know zjw said things were not peachy at 6 months so I'll just keep going or as Cow says "keepa go".
What will you do next time instead Trach?
I think I'd like to make a small list of things a person can do while trying to achieve sobriety under the heavy weights of anxiety and sadness and generally like if you aren't a pink cloud type. But I have a lot of threads lately.