Struggling a little lately. I have this kind of lowness nipping at the edge of my awareness. I deal with it mostly by ignoring it and keeping incredibly busy. Yet i know that to constantly pretend something isnt there can be a real dangerous place for me to be.
Hence, i am pausing here for a minute to acknowledge that i am finding things a little tough right now. I can only acknowledge this for a little minute because i think if i stop moving for too long then the lowness might just catch me up. I am scared it will floor and incapacitate me. I realise this is a little illogical.
Anyway, moving swiftly on.
