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Thank U all from the bottom of my heart, because of your support I have now taken the decision to not meet HIM this weekend. Instead, I have made some plans with friends that I CAN'T cancel. We are going out on a local club. We are living in a very small town so probably I'll meet some his friends at the club (and in the worst case, even him) but I will really try to not let the memories of him ruin my night. I will try to let myself have fun and to move on.
I know you are right when you say that meeting him as a friend is just a destructive behavior from my side. I have to stop seeing him. I hope he wont contact me anymore. I wont contact him, anyway.