Hi TG,
I went through wanting to leave my xabf from almost three months into the relationship. His promises of change and him crying to me, saying he was sorry and he didn't understand why he did the things he did, kept me with him. I loved him and still do. In the end, I chose to end it with him, I then moved on to a bigger city. We both also lived in a small town; now I'm in a different state.
I miss him at times; but in my heart I know I couldn't deal with the stress anymore.
I guess only you can make the decision on what you want to do with your life. Try to give it all up to your Higher Power. That's what I did. And now, here I am.
((((((((TG))))))))