I have learned to check my motivations with most things. What is the purpose of me doing what I'm about to do? Am I prepared for any consequences both sort and long term? Do I have zero expectations for the results - if not I'm in trouble before I start.
You've discussed the issue with loved ones and your inner circle - they know you a lot better than anyone here. Yet you already have your mind made up to go against all counsel it appears
Why?