Zoso I have come to so appreciate your input. I know so clearly that I have to stay in my program and i had a momentary lapse. I am determined to stay strong in this program and here on SR. Thank God our rear view mirrors are smaller than our windshield. There is a big beautiful world full of the best for me.
Anvil yes the time limit is a good. I actually worked a long shift today and blocked his number. So i had no idea if he waz or wasn't calling or texting. When I got home he was upset because there was an "emergency " and he couldn't reach me. I said oh odd everything looks ok so thanks for taking care of the emergency. I don't think he knew what to say so he just went out on the patio.
Atalose and weak girl. Thanks for the reality check. Its hard but with boundaries and putting good in are the key. I had sorta stopped working on me to deal with the chaos.
Thanks everyone for always giving me good stern wisdom in a gentle way. Helpful it will be better when he is gone