So here is my question. I still engage in the quackery and crazy cycle. I still listen to him and get upset about how foolish and childish he is. His lies and lackadaisical attitude enrage me and I can say mean and hurtful things.
Why am I doing this? I am trying to control it but sometimes its like i just explode. Any advice on how to deal?
I think you answered your own question with your first paragraph.
Hi all. Been a bit since i have posted and i have not been to alanon other than online.
I didn't know how to change my old habits until I learned new ones in al-anon and coming here to SR often.