Wow you are right IvanMike. That is exactly how I feel! state of flux - yes.
Babescake I had hoped my jeans would all be loose and that by 90 days Id be strutting around a lean, bright and healthy version of myself - eh - not so lean per se but certainly healthier, most certainly more stable and definitely more confident with people. All hugely positive - I just want my clothes to be comfortable again. As far as what will happen to you, I think you just have to stay sober and find out - tweak things as you go