I just turned 60, and started a new career as a yoga teacher last year. I drank for decades. Now sober for 3 1/2 years. I'm healthier than I've ever been in my entire life. Feel grounded and happy and the plan is to stay this way forever. Why would I ever want to go back ?
Good luck on your journey. Recovery is worth every effort you put towards it . If this long term drinker can do it, anyone can.