Today...
Hello.
I am currently on day 4 and I want to drink.
It would not make any sense though .. I start a new job Tuesday and I'm almost through the detox process and am sleeping okay.. this job will require me to get up early so it would make much more sense to be on Day 6 on Tuesday and not Day 1...
My girlfriend is sick of me drinking so I have been drinking when she's gone ... and the addictive voice in my head thinks that if I am not drinking when she is gone I am wasting my "drinking time".
Right now I'm thinking "Oh, I am legally allowed to buy beer as of 8 minutes ago" why I am wasting time still sitting here.
On Sunday you can't buy beer here until 9 am ...