That's an interesting thread to wake up to Cow.
As I was laying in bed last night I had a 'sense' of being very alone. I don't know what, exactly, I need to alleviate this feeling. I just laid there and felt like I 'needed'...something. In that moment a hug probably would have been nice. Not an option.
I realized I simply needed to feel I belonged to something. What that is? What that means? No idea. But I do know 'its' out there. I started to feel overwhelmed a bit so I stopped myself. Stay sober and I will move closer to whatever it is I'm supposed to be doing.
And I stopped myself from any self pity because that is my addiction talking and it wants me to be alone. So I decided that I was on the right path and if I stay on it, I will get there. Wherever it is I'm supposed to be.