Your video wouldn't open in "my country" Blacky.
What do you mean you've let your mind and the flow go? Are you OK Blacky? You sound depressed, I know how it feels. Like right now. The Paxil will take a bit of time to kick in Blacky, so give it a bit of time.
There is no rhyme or reason to the injustices of life Blacky, it's just life. Kick it in the head and prove it wrong. Make it you, and give compassion to self. Blame the warlords if you are looking for reason.
You will have some certainty when your legals are sorted so til then hold the line, and send me a video that opens in Australia. All my music playing devices are broken. How about "I was Only 19"? Forget who wrote/sang it, but was an Australian bloke.
I just looked it up. It was Redgum.