Originally Posted by
Soberween 
You may a fellowship of other alcoholics to keep you sober. I went into AA kicking and screaming that I could do it on my own, but the truth was I couldn't. The fellowship made it almost easy and getting a sponsor help me to be accountable. I've now been sober several years and am enjoying contented sobriety.
Me too on the kicking and screaming...till I had zero other options. Only 109 days sober not a couple of years but I would echo the same. You can do this- grab on to your new chance with all you've got.