I don't have anyone but you guys to talk to because no one else knows how bad it really all got.
All my withdrawal symptoms were neurological. Muscle twitches, hypnic jerks at night, brain fog. They all left on day 6 and all was oh so happy now the twitches are returning. Is my brain playing a game with me? I know it did feb-april. The withdrawals lessened and I slept great all while binging on weekends. Then in May BAM worse than ever. I think my brain knew I was on the verge of quitting and lessened the symptoms on its own feb-april and is now ramping them up in hopes of getting the poison after 10 days sober. I hate this.