Good morning.
So things could have gone two ways. But they went the way I expected. He said he doesn't have a problem. He's proven that by quitting for this long. He's a grown ass man. He can drink or smoke if he wants. All I want to do is control him. It's about control and it's all I want. I've proven to him that no matter what he does, he's never going to make me happy. I'm just an f'in b. He hasn't broke or punched or kicked anything. He's changed so much and I just can't see it. The anger and resentment toward me are my fault, for controlling him, I'm causing him to want to rebel.
Silent treatment is also just a reaction to me.
That's the summary. I didn't sleep well. Sad sad this morning, but it'll be okay. Just trying not to feel guilty about it. That's typical cycle. You guys are awesome. Thank you!