This is awful
I'm doing nothing but holding off withdrawal as long as possible. I know I have to go through it but I also know I won't be functioning for a couple days and don't know how to explain that since this time around I'm hiding my drinking from everyone. I've got bottles hidden everywhere and close to running out today, so I have to decide, face it or carry on. Seems stupid to even suggest but it's a really hard decision in my book right now.