Happy to have you part of the family, Percyspriest.
I was exhausted from daily drinking too - I have no idea why I insisted on continuing for so long. I think I was trying to bring back the early days of drinking - before it took over my life - but there's no way to have a do-over. Alcoholism keeps relentlessly progressing until it controls our lives & destroys us. This won't happen to you. Glad you are here.