Welcome to SR Hday. Glad to hear you have had success staying dry. After reading your post, I think you know the right answer to your question about getting back into the weed smoking habit.
Stay strong. Think of the impression you want to make on your daughter. Kids know and see a lot more than us parents want to believe.
Hope you have an easier time opening up and discussing what is on your mind on these forums. I know exactly what you mean, I have a hard time talking to people on the phone about the issues I am having.
Keep posting and let us know how you are doing!