Hi All -
I am 30 minutes shy of hour 57..
Thank you for the positive support.
Just wanted to check in.
Last night around 8PM my legs started to have mild cramping. I ate dinner and took my .25mg xanax and started to feel so tired(i truly hate the stuff, I hate feeling like a zombie), I wanted to force myself to stay up until 10 or 11pm, but it didn't happen. I went to bed around 9PM.
I did sleep through the night, woke up at 5:45AM(again my normal wake up time). I wake up naturally without an alarm around 5:30-6AM 7 days a week,
I did dream last night, not a bad or good dream, just dream. I don't remember the last time that really happened.
Anyhow - When i woke up i felt "ok" I don't know what that means, but i feel ok, at least right now, except for the small rumble in my tummy. I got up and went out side and had a cig(my morning ritual), watched the sky and listened to the birds and just thought how thankful i was to have another night under the belt.