Keep it up Jeni. I read this and then went to do some things but kept thinking of it. I recently relapsed and am still in the early days of coming out of it. And I just thought to myself - I drink because I'm an alcoholic. That's what alcoholics do. The rest of the baggage comes along with it, but I don't have to live that way because I don't have to drink. It made me feel calm. Thanks for that.