Ok back from walking the dog, sorry for the typos I was being pushed out the door by the dog and typing on my phone
I woke up in the middle of the night feeling ill so I think I'm going to try eating healthier again, see if that helps. I was feeling really sorry for myself this morning, headache and pms (sorry guys) are mainly to blame, but I was annoyed thinking how I wasted years of my life and put up with abuse and had no ambition or goals ugh. I wish I knew my home and relationship and school life weren't normal and all of things could be so much better. Oh well, when I knew better I did better, so they say.