Originally Posted by
Para 
The autopilot is scary. I can't even trust myself to follow a plan - I guess thats why you get someone to keep you accountable.
I have the tools-but I am stubborn and refusing to use them.
I'm going to dust myself off and get back on the sober wagon.
Start doing whatever it takes to remain sober I don't believe in autopilots you made a choice sorry if this sounds harsh but start looking at the choices your making if you don't won't to drink you won't